Sunday, December 26, 2010

Merry Christmas!!!


it's not really about material things, it's not really about money, it's about you, your family, your friends and your relationship with God and His son, Jesus.

Belated Happy Birthday to our Savior Jesus Christ.

Advance Happy New Year too.

How about a kiss from me? Everyone, enjoy and take care! 

There's nothing much left on our vacation. Dang~ oopsss. lol

Monday, December 20, 2010

I removed my chatbox.

Because there are people who LOVES to leave unnecessary messages in my chatbox just to promote their sites. There is actually a word for them but I forgot it. I told them I'm not interested because they're NOT really interested on my blog, they're just doing what we call, INDIRECT advertising. Psh.
They don't do that on other chatbox but why they FLOOD mine?! Argh. I hate it.

actually i just move the chatbox on my pages. So if you wanna leave some NECESSARY messages, don't be shy. I don't bite. :p

Like This Like this.

I was supposed to post this on my tumblr when I remembered I have school friends followers. And it was safe if I post this here. They never pay attention on this blog anyways.


Hmmm. How are you? I've been well. Everything seems to be so-so. I'm not really happy for Christmas break and definitely NOT happy that there's only TWO weeks of vacation. I'm also not happy for the expected events that'll happen this coming Christmas. And I'm not happy to think about how hectic our schedule will be next year. two Thesis, Culminating, and lots of paperworks. BRAIN DEAD!!!!


It's full moon tonight. And everyone seems to be not in the mood. I heard from my best friend that it has connection. Hard to explain but I'm convinced.




I'm plain tired. I'm exhausted. and it's almost Christmas.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Let there be peace Please~


Let there be peace on North and South Korea now :( North Korea stop initiating the war, a lot of innocent people will lose their lives :( Disappointing and very scary. *sigh

Fighting for peace is probably the hardest battle.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Aish~

I want to change my layout!!! But if I change it... a lot of things will be gone. So I gotta stick with template designer forever. Aish~ Anyway, I'm just happy nothing happened to my blog here...
Since i love dyane's layout, I just change it a plain white design. I'm satisfied now right?

Friday, November 19, 2010

Peaceful~


the view outside our sari sari store.
it's one fine day; sembreak time.
i miss holidays.
it's been a tiring day!
although our professors ain't there to teach us LOL
AH GO GO GO~
/yawn

Darkness.


It's the right path after all.

Insanity.



the creature was screaming in pain, begging for forgiveness and seeking for help.

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Yong Junhyung.


credit from tumblr.

OH MY GOD. I DIED.
I know, I should leave my fangirling life on tumblr.
But i cant resist it.
He looks so AMAZING HOT.

very weird macro~

You guys know KPOP macros? I hope you know, coz i can't actually explain it. LOL
Well, I find some of them really funny. The put funny words on funny pictures of a kpop idol, it will either make us fans happy or extremely angry. kkkk~
One strange night while looking at the funny macros of my biased idols, I had this very weird idea! And then poof! it became, my own MACRO! lol

oh so okay, according to my favorite online dictionary which is URBANDICTIONARY.COM 

A macro is a funny picture with a caption in it. Usually used on forums. Macros can be made completely from scratch. Or could be just a still shot of something and someone just adds the caption in. Macro can be made from anything. Real life, Anime, Video games. Macros are just funny pictures with a caption (usually using internet speak such as "lol wut?") That are usually used on internet forums.

There you go! That's what I'm talking about huh! Oh well, here's my personalized macro.

Saturday, October 30, 2010

falling for a Korean idol. AGAIN. :p

I have a crush on you. I can't help but announce it to the whole blog world that I'm smitten head over heels for you. Aish~ I'm goin back being a schoolgirl again. *shakes head*

I'm sorry Kwon Jiyong. don't worry you're still my number one. =)


2ne1's It Hurts TOMORROW!


credit: YG's blog

I seriously can't wait for the MV and the follow up track promotions of 2ne1!!!

Friday, October 15, 2010

spell sembreak? B-O-R-I-N-G

What's up? I'm not really in the right position to be happy since the final judgement hasn't revealed yet. I may fail or I may get 3? DUN DUN DUNNNN. I'm scared. :p Of  course, who doesn't want a grade of 3? Much better than 5!!! Please TT

I'm getting bored. I really really despise SEMBREAK. It's just... not right. I don't have life. I'm stuck here in our house, cleaning, doing house chores, cooking, cleaning and run errands. Worse is, you're stuck listening to your grandmother's depressing rants about how you control your life in a terrible and stupid way. Okay imma stop now. This matter is supposed to be on my secret public blog.

Sigh. I'm spoiling myself with my fangirling business. Nothing can stop me now, yet. If I fail, I will be dead. I wont be able to continue my fangirl life. If my grandmother interfere, im dead also. HEAVY SIGH. Life's not really fair eh?

I miss outside world. I miss riding long jeepney ride. And I'm overreacting, it's only 2 days after the official sembreak. Dang.

I am telling too much? I mustn't rant here, this is not the right place. lol

Okay Imma go now, read fanfics, spazz on twitter and go facebooking. Let's keep on praying.

SANA PUMASA! please God.

HWAITING!

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Don't say goodbye.

photo by: che
edited by: chad


I love the way Jen hugged me :)

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Make it worth watching. :)


"one day your life will flash before your eyes make sure it's worth watching."

Friday, September 24, 2010

the things you deserved.

I know everything will be alright. Everything will be fine.
Let's pray. cross fingers.


Wednesday, September 15, 2010

a happy blackjack~


Now that 2ne1TV is back, I'm a happy fangirl!!!
I can't believe I miss watching those funny and dorky girls!
I didn't do anything but to LAUGH. LAUGH. and LAUGH!!!
I LOVE THEM!
Park Sisters and Team Maknae FTW! <3

I love this guy and the guitar.


Sunday, September 12, 2010

fangirl~fangirl~fangirl~

U-kiss was here last night, I'm not sure if they're still here and I am so sad I wasn't able to watch their show here with Rain. Yes, RAIN, the world class performer Korean heart throb who stole the heart of many Filipinas when his successful drama "Full House" aired here. Sigh. I'm  a sucker for korean shows. Especially my bias, YG family! I will die die die if they decided to come here and I would be able to watch their show! :(

my bestfriend is a fan of U-Kiss so when we went to SM Manila last last two weeks ago she begged to me to took a picture of her with the U-kiss standee. hehehe~


yieee look at her, she's happy! LOL

i'm desperately missing Koi. :(

I miss my first ever hand down cellphone with camera. I left it in the cab last June freakin 27 2010 after I attended my best friends debut party. I'm still heartbroken whenever I remember that "tragedy" and last night I dreamt about having my cellphone back. When I woke up I feel like the memory is tearing me apart all over again. I know it's just a cellphone. Material thing that can be replace. But that "it" was with me since 2007, and even tho i want to get rid of it sometimes, it was still my first love.


i miss you Koi... :(
nothing can replace you here in my heart.

Friday, September 10, 2010

I LOVE 2ne1's 
MUSIC VIDEOS!!!!
it's AWESOME.
Way to go my favourite korean girl group!
WUHOOOO.
Tomorrow is the last MV of the three title tracks on their album.
LET'S ALL SUPPORT THE LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST!






Wednesday, September 8, 2010

2ne1's comeback!!


ARE YOU READY FOR 
SEPTEMBER 9, 2010???
Here comes 2ne1 with their 1st FULL ALBUM
3 MUSIC VIDEOS
LIVE PERFORMANCES
and
2ne1TV Season II!!!

photo credit:ohdara/yg-life.com/

Sunday, September 5, 2010

I dreamt of losing ALL my teeth this afternoon.
I woke up SCARED because I have a feeling that this is a SIGN.
Then I asked myself.
What if tomorrow is gonna be last day?
what will happen?



will the world mourn for my absence, forever?


PWNED.

Monday, August 30, 2010

FOR THE SAKE OF MY SANITY.

UPDATED: I AM BACK TO MY OLD SELF. YOU AINT GOT NOTHING ON ME DUDE. PWAHAHAHA :)) I create my own drama. SMILE!



Just because I can't get you out of my head.
Just because I can't take my eyes off you.
Just because I am starting to dream about you.
And because I think I have to GET YOU OUT off my system.
I did this.
I just wish, this will be the end of this stupidity.
Ugh~ I'm infatuated. KILL ME NOW.

You wanna know how busy my cyber life is?



Tuesday, August 24, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMMY!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMBERLY ROSE SALAVER!!!

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Happy 4th Anniversary Big Bang!

AUGUST 19th. Right after my bestfriend and my forever ideal man, Ji Yong is....


dun dun dunnnnnnnn....


I remember, my wish on my 18th birthday was that, First, I want to be sexy and second WORLD PEACE.
I deleted the video but I'm not fooling around. Yes, I am that SERIOUS.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Kwon Ji Yong!


This is for you.
I'm your supporter for forever!
You're my inspiration, my role model, you makes me think of how beautiful life can be.

:)

Monday, August 16, 2010

SENG IL CHUKAHAE CHE CHE!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHE CHE UNNIE! <3
I can't believe you were celebrating your birthday me in three years now!
Thank you for accidentally(and not in the plan) entering my life.
Thank you for giving me a space in your life as your best friend.
Although you were always on their side whenever you are in the mood of bullying me, 
i still love you.
Another age? It doesn't matter.
Be brave to face another load of responsibilities.
Be wiser and do not apply LOVE on everything. Leave some for your friends. Kekeke~
I love you even though you said I changed. No, I'm not. I'm still your baby girl. 
So don't think I've changed, I'm sorry if you misunderstand it, but I need also to simply grew up.
Anyway, I hope we will be spending more of your birthdays in the future together.
Don't worry, I won't leave you even if you always on chad or jen's side. LOL
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.
thank you for supporting me.
Thank you for the love, for the concerns, and thank you for passing by and staying with me.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

Sunday, August 15, 2010

PARTEY @ Dabs Debut

Dabs finally uploaded the photos from her debut last June 27, 2010. I would never ever forget that day. Especially what "happened" after the party. It was very traumatic, at least for me. It's been almost three months, but whenever I recall it, i feel like i want to cry and took a lot of deep breathes.

Anyway, here's some of the NICE photos of me with my friends.


Tuesday, August 10, 2010

He's Beautiful on ABSCBN!


He's Beautiful aka You're Beautiful is going to be shown  in August 16, 2010 on ABSCBN!

DONUTS + NICE BOOK = BEAUTIFUL LIFE. <3

G-Dragon likes babies, (as much as i do. =] )

credits: ryelsi7 A.K.A. buffy unni @ daragonhideout

And so, I won't forgive myself if i don't blog about my current favorite food! or should i say dessert? I've been dying to buy this delicious looking dessert when I was still training in Max's Trinoma. But, those times,  I'm so broke, can't buy a 100 pesos crepes.

Yesterday me and Je went to Trinoma and tried it. It's sooooo delicious and addicting!!! I'm now crazy in Crepes!!!

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Good Service works well dude!



I won't let this nice story passed. Bago ako ihatid nila papa sa school kanina, kumain muna kami ni lola sa Harvey's sa may Puregold Valenzuela. Umorder ako ng chicken at fries. Nung tapos na kumain si lola, tinawag niya yung isang service crew at humingi ng plastic bag. Bumalik yung lalaki, naabutan niya akong sinasawsaw ko pa yung fries ko sa ketchup. Guess what he did? Tinanggal niya yung ketchup sa loob sabay sabing, "Ma'am, papalitan ko na lang po ng bago yung ketchup niyo." I smiled at him, showing that I appreciated his effort and said "Thank you." :)

Yan ang SERVICE!!!! Thanks man! I salute your kindness. :)


I posted this on my facebook so copy paste nalang. and the photo was taken last july 15, I treated myself in advance how sweet of me to myself noh? :D
After a week of mourning because of Jaewon's painful death, I'm finally back! :)
Guess what??? Solangel, my IDOL, replied to my message!! I'm so happpppppppy~

because I'm happy, i'll share to you how handsome he is. :p

SARANGHAEYO SOL UNNI :)

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Conversations Between Us.

I told you before that this netfiction story is so much worthy and highly recommended.
I also told you to give it a chance because eventually you will also like it.
No. Erase that. you will absolutely LOVE IT. from the beginning till the end.
I cried myself to sleep when I finished the story.

[SPOILER ALERT! IF YOU HAVEN'T READ THE STORY, DO NOT CONTINUE. YOU HAVE TO READ IT YOURSELF. I PROMISE, YOU WON'T REGRET IT. IT'S WONDERFUL AND JUST. SAD.]

Saturday, July 31, 2010

se7en's comeback daebak!

Okay, I'm not blogging this just because he is on the trend right now and because i want to fit in. Yeah, i know I am being to defensive but i just want to explain myself.

his charisma makes me want to go inside my lappy, get him and put him in my pocket. but i have sooo much respect on him and GD got so much too. :)

his bangs, his moves, his voice, his undeniably over flowing charisma. ahhhh~ i just want to meet my oppa someday with GD of course. *wink* Park Han Byul unnie you're so dayum LUCKY! <3


SE7EN Feat.Top - Digital Bounce (Jul,31,10)


HIS PERFORMANCES ARE JUST THE BOMB! YOU GOTTA TEACH THE ROOKIES OPPA! :)

I also found a very cute blog about Se7en oppa,  http://ceciliase7en.wordpress.com/ :)


Tuesday, July 27, 2010

(SCREENCAPS) Yamato Nadeshiko Henge 3

I am looking for Yamanade fan sites but I can't find anything... yet. I want some behind the scenes videos, interviews, and a lot more. Why can't I find anything? WHY?!

OHHHHHHH.

I found a fanpage on FACEBOOK! YAHOOOOO! :)

Here's the link: OFFICIAL FACEBOOK FANPAGE

let me share my favourite quotes before we proceed to the Part 3 of my favourite scenes, screencapped. :)

You should worry about your attitudes getting uglier more than worrying about your face”
— Kyohei Takano


AGREE? Agree! :)


(SCREENCAPS) Yamato Nadeshiko Henge 2

Call me crazy but this is the Part 2 of my Yamato Nadeshiko Henge favourite screens, screencapped. :)

When I was a crazy-head-over-heels fangirl of Hana Kimi, I didn't have a blog back then. SO! Now i have all the spaces here in cyberworld, I would be very happy if you will continue reading and have some YAMANADE goodies! :)

Sorry. Random. -3-


we look for perfect people. 
we give all our attention to the people who can't even notice our existence. 
we care so much for the wrong ones.


but we...


ignore the ones....


who really and truly appreciates our every flaws, all our faults and our bad traits. 



he loves her. 
how unfair life can be sometimes. 

(SCREENCAPS) Yamato Nadeshiko Henge 1

Because I have something small crush with Sunako, I won't forgive myself if I didn't post an entry of Yamato Nadeshiko Henge Episodes Screencaps!

I just love love love every minute of it! But im sad too because I was so excited to know what will happen next, i didn't enjoy some of the scenes. :(

Anyway, here's my favourite scenes (PART 1!) I screencapped a lot of it so I wont forget it kekeke~

WARNING: If you haven't watch the series, DO NOT CONTINUE READING.
But if you already finished it, Come on share my feelings! :)


Monday, July 26, 2010

Yamato Nadeshiko Henge a must watch.

I will be honest to you, I haven't finish watching the korean drama "You're Beautiful" I started watching it last year and till now, I'm still stuck on episode 11. kekeke~ Forgive me. I'm dying to finish it but I don't have time. :(

There are a lot of KDramas that I badly want to watch. like, Personal Taste, Lord of study and Cinderella's sister. I will find time to buy DVDs and watch them all.

But right now, I'm back being a JDorama fangirl. And I'm currently watching Yamato Nadeshiko Henge Live Action! :)

Sunday, July 25, 2010

I love the rain.
Look at my new layout.
It figures. ;)
Let's have an enjoyable Sunday night everyone! :)

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Why do you like Sandara Park that much?

Freaks. Yes. I have always been asked why do I like her so much. Guess what. I just literally found the answers for all of you. Sigh.

Yes, I always felt bad when people thinks I am the head-over-heels fangirl of Dara especially my friends. You know, iba kasi ang dating saakin eh. Parang ang awkward lang ng ganun. Wala naman kasing pakielamanan kung sino ba ang gusto natin diba naman? 

So yeah. Well, you can find the answers here.


see more?

Sunday, July 18, 2010

inner thoughts about YG Family. ;)


A lot of people (LET'S BE HONEST) doesn't like CL's attitude towards her fans. It's like she's always NOT in the mood to socialize with them unlike Bom, Dara and Minji who were very friendly and seems to be excited to talk to their fans. Some of them doesn't like the way she dress, doesn't like the way she stuck her tongue out. And being a Daragon supporter, I was hurt when she HUGGED GD during the MAMA korean awards 2009. It's obvious that she initiated the hug. I was hurt for Dara and yeah. for myself too. LOL

But I really like her talent. I don't like to hate CL just because she's liberated and sometimes she seems to act so different. I like her because she adores her Dara unnie. She even said that it was Dara who can make laugh nonstop. 

And don't hate me. But when I saw the video above, CL went to hugged him. So, that means she really likes hugging people. I feel so relieved. That explains everything. She just like hugging people. So that means, nababawasan unti unti yung inis factor. LEWL. But if some of you ships CL and YB, sorry but it's clear that YB went to look for Dara ( who is hiding i dont know why haha) and he half hugged her. He was the one who initiated the HUG. That is soooo nice right?

Now, I am officially jealous with Goddess D. She can have all the men we fangirls dreamin' of. 

Woo. Do I really have to explain everything for CL? Man, i love her! i HALF love her. hahahaha!

CONGRATULATIONS DONG YOUNG BAE!!!!!! :)

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Dara Park cut in Taeyang's REAL SOUND.

credits: Nolja21Subs

I love the way Dara reacts at 1:50! she's super duper mega hyper cute and lovely!!!! And awww, so humble! Yeah. What's the use of pretty looking boys? Ha. *grins*

Hey. If you think I am switching from being a loyal Appler to a Madhatter, you're wrong. 

I love YB's mistresses so yeah. I definitely NOT supporting Darayang.

....


....

but JiDaraYang trio? SUPER COOL! Haha!

Visit OH! DARA! for more Goddess Dara updates!!!! Fighting~ Bbyong! :)

Thursday, July 15, 2010


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.
tomorrow. :)

i'm not underage anymore. shizz I'm legal now! 

Hagupit ni Basyang.

Monday, July 12, 2010

Fanfics


Currently reading. I love JaeWon. For sure, you'll love this too.
I love you Solangel. <3
I DO NOT HAVE FREAKIN TIME TO FIX MY BLOG. SORRY MY BLOG. IT'S NOT THAT I DON'T WANT TO FIX YOU AND MAKE YOU BEAUTIFUL BUT SCHOOL WORKS ARE EATING ME. :( 
do not hate me puh lease.

yummy korean food




Life is full of surprises.

you are super duper cute and i cant stand it.

Thank you to my lovely unnie ZebedeeDARA aka Jeanese for giving me a wonderful gift for my birthday.
I love ya. <3
and i love the shirt. kasya eh. XD

DARA + G DRAGON= OH DARA AND DARAGON!

IT'S ABOUT TIME

to

MOVE ON


and

MOVE OUT



SEE YOU ALL THERE!!!!!

Sunday, July 11, 2010

huge face anyone?

got my new haircut and relax treatment. My face is looks soooo huge and feels soooo huge. T_T

And I'm not feeling good today since I have dysmenorrhea  and my butt hurts like hell. Oh please God. Help me. T_T


I'm right, RIGHT? HUGE UGLY FACE. XD but well, it suits my body. huge too. XD

KTNKSBYE.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

one two three SHOOT!




"GUSTO KO ULIT MAG PHOTOSHOOOOOOT!!!"

Want more?

I've got the nicest manners, awww~



when I was attending my Training at Max's Restaurant last vacation, I barely went online. I have a mid-shift schedule so I only checked Oh!Dara, my Facebook and twitter account if I had a chance. Last May 13 (as you can see in the picture above) I checked my twitter and was so shocked when I saw this. (SEE THE PHOTO ABOVE.) I was in tears that day. Not because of the sweet message, not because of the compliment but because I found out that  my cyber unnies (ate in Filipino) thinks I'm a good person. This just makes my heart big. (not literally though.) And I know, my parents will be so proud.

Thank you Ate Ruby! AKA Lee unnie of Oh!Dara, i hope to meet you and the rest of the oh!dara gang soon!

SHOUT OUT TO MY UNNIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  You guys know who you are. <3

Monday, July 5, 2010

I'm happy for you guys.

Both of you reached your 1st year anniversary. I'm so happy to the both of you. But please, all I ask is just refrain from to much PDA-Even in library, parang nasa luneta. It is really disturbing. Sigh. Sometimes I just wanted to stay far from the both of you. I can't stand it. Yeah. Fine Fine! Come you two, get me a boyfriend so I wont have to bother you guys! Psh.- That is all I wish. And girlfriend, sometimes, you have to answer for yourself. It is just freakin irritates me when you have to consult your boyfriend ALL the time. Don't have your own choice? You're not illiterate. You can answer for yourself. Let's all grow up.

All in all, I love the both of you! Even if you guys always bully me. :p

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Ji yong ah~


These are my new photos of Ji yong oppa! :) He is love.

you wanna buy me?

hello october 2009!

I am planning to save for SLR camera. I can't live without camera. I feel like I'm incomplete. Cellphone, Laptop, internet and camera.Okay na ako doon. Kahit walang Ipod, Ipad, mp4 or Blackberry. Sigh. It will take me bazillion years before I can save up to buy SLR cams. I loathe my life.

Saturday, July 3, 2010

diary~

1st week

I waited for Jennifer-my friend and the two of us are both assigned in the pantry-that morning. We were asked to come 10:30am and told us not to be late. We were both so nervous because we don't what was stored for us. We entered the establishment and a warm greetings welcome us both. The assistant kitchen supervisor assigned me in the Bar whilst Jen was in the pantry. I'm a a bit disappointed because I want both us to be assigned in the same station. But I reckon, it is for the best. I was introduced to Sir Bien, the head of the bar. He is a regular employee there and he is the queen of the Max's Bar! :) Anyway, he immediately told me to be familiarized as soon as possible because he wanted to me to learn fast. I said, I'm a slow learner sorry. Then he said, "that's okay bebe, (bebe is like a term of endearment inside the Max's Restaurant and I am actually comfortable with it, it's like they're so malambing) we're going to slow down, but be sure to learn something!" I just nodded and let the reality come to me. My mind was floating. I just can't believe I'm an official practicumer of Max's Restaurant! Then Sir Bien broke my thoughts. "Be, sa lahat ng station dito sa Max's, dito sa Bar ang pinaka madali." I was able to meet kuya warren, kuya don and ate rona. Their contracts in Max's were going to expire so I'm a bit sad I wasn't able to know them more. Sir Bien taught me the standard slices of red and green jelly. How to portion the ingredients. He also told me to wrote down the stardand measurement of all the products and their expiration dates. He said I have to memorized them. I met my friend inside the Bar. It's the mini timbangan. I called this week an adjusting week because I have to adjust. REALLY. I mean, it's not easy for me. At first.  Sir Bien even got irritated to me when I sliced the red jelly wrong. It makes me feel so bad because that only means I'm not doing a good job. But what I learned was, Experience is the best teacher. And you won't make mistake after mistake ever again. That was what happened. I don't wanna disappoint him so every time I rode a bus, I reviewed my "lectures". So far, I think I know how to portion Halo Halo. Sigh. This week is very tiring. Yet, I've learned many things.


2nd week


A very tiring week. But I guess, I'm improving. In the morning shift, I'm with Sir Bien and in the  pm shift I'm with Kuya Don. I had a three days mid-shift and it was exhausting me. It was my VERY VERY first time to go home 11 in the PM. Yes, that late. My granny told to begged to my supervisor to make alter in my schedule but our schedule is already there and we can't change it. Actually, I was always excited to go home that late. The weather ain't that bad and the traffic wasn't that bad also. And I always have this love for night lights. I feel like I am really working for my family... and I feel like I'm already a grown-up. Ha ha. This week, I already mastered doing the shakes and standard cut of the garnishes. I'm also improving doing Dessert Sampler. I found the easiest step to do it. I also slowly memorized the standard weight of the buco meat, green jelly, watermelon, green and red mango, melon and a lot more. Less than 3 days to go and Chad will soon show up. We will be the new partners in the Bar.


3rd week


I was so shocked. Ma'am Jo assigned me in the pantry this week which I like, not. It was so hot in there and it took me an hour or two before I can prepare all the ingredients of lumpia wrapper and make it. Jen was assisting me, but if you aint really interested on what you are doing, whatever you do, you can't do it properly. I badly want to go back to the Bar again. It was my original place. But now that Chad is here, they had to place me in the pantry. How sad. In the midst of the week, something happened. And I felt really, really, really bad for myself. Honestly, I know that I'm a crybaby. But the worst thing you can advice to any people is to stop crying. You know why there are a lot of men committing suicide than women? Because men doesn't express their feelings. They won't let it out. They just hide it inside. So yeah, to cut the story short I cried because someone hurt my feelings. I was totally didn't plan to cry in front of everyone. But I just couldn't hold the tears back anymore. So I cried. The best thing about it is, I learned. And he knows now how to limit his words. Anyway, I was so shocked because there are so many people this Sunday. And it is because of Mother's Day!! A lot of people showed up. I found out that 12:00 noon up to 2:00pm and 6:00pm up to 8:30 is the peak hours in Max's. It was a very exhausting week. I'm even  too tired to write. 


4th week


I was kinda sad because Kuya Don's contract expired last week and there are only three of us in the bar. But Sir Bien is now training Kuya Arjay so he can replace Sir Bien on his day-off. And it was fun because I can move around the Bar now, I'm totally enjoying it.


5th week


Finally after two weeks I'm out in the pantry! I'm officially back in the Bar and my schedule is now permanent. 1:oopm up to closing, which means Chad and I are always together! Yay. I have someone to talked to, I have a friend to hang out in the middle of the night. There are times that we stopped to buy fries in Mcdo before going home. And Chad and I make the best team in the bar. We really exert extra efforts just to do the order and make sure it won't be late. Sometimes we talked anything under the sun especially in lean hours. We also talked and joked with the other casual and regular employees especially when they need to drink water. It's really fun to bond with them. The nicest people ever. Sometimes me and Chad find ourselves fighting because of a lot of stupid reasons. But the end of the day, we'll just find ourselves happily laughing with each other. Friendships can't be broken by stupid reasons. We built it up, we will take care of it and make beautiful memories together. 


6th week


Two new comers came this week. A casual and an OJT like us. But she's different.(I mean the OJT girl) She has to complete 1,800 hours. OMG! That's like... 6 or 8 months? She's from Leyte and has a very cute and funny Visayan accent. It's our 6th week here and the five of us decided to count our remaining days so we know when is the exact date of our endo. And I begin to feel sad. I just couldn't picture out US in the school anymore. I just wanna be stuck here waiting for the orders, making their orders and making sure they are happy drinking it. I feel like a professional Barista already. He he. I'm kidding. Anyway, Father's day may be the most busiest holiday we encountered. Morning till evening non-stop work. They even posted "No break muna." in the clock. The CSA's and waiter only had one hour break. But I still had my two hours break. The Father's day was the famous holiday ever. I even had to make my favourite Buco Pandan dessert as fast as I could so we won't be "kamote" if the guest order per tables. Sigh. Just great they order 3 per table which means 30 buco pandan desserts. Exciting right?


7th week


So basically, we just do whatever we are doing everyday. Nothing exciting happened. But I'm going to miss my friend in the bar, my little "timbangan" and I will basically miss everything. From the sexy glasses up to the glass rack. From copying the beginning inventory up to ending inventory. I will miss the chiller, freezer and my favourite sink. From the bonding moments with Kuya Arjay up to the most funniest moments with Sir Bien. I started to feel sad, really. And it shows. Sir Bien told me not to be sad because life is really like that. It's natural to leave. We have to go to school because it's an opportunity and we're lucky so I don't have to be sad. Sigh. I better do yummy buco pandan desserts next week.


8th week.


We started taking pictures from sago gulaman, buco pandan, dessert sampler, shakes, halo halo up to the people of Max's Restaurant. Guess what? I've got no day-off. I sacrifice it because I definitely gonna miss the loving people of Max's. And Because of the sadness creeping on me, I've done so many stupid mistakes. Seems like I'm back from the very first day I've started. He he. People noticed my sadness and seems like they're sad because we are all leaving too. So yesterday, and that's Monday was our last day. When I reached the establishment I feel like okay, I'm here now. I'm not gonna be sad. I'm gonna smile. You are just leaving temporary. You're gonna be back one week after so don't over act. But when I reached the door I feel the tears in my eyes. I WILL MISS THIS RESTAURANT! This has been like my second home since April. This is where I ate my lunch, this is where I met the greatest people I know, this is where I learned so many many many things, facts and realities school can't offer. Everyone is like, we're gonna miss you like crazy and I'm like, oh please don't be like that! I'm gonna start tearing up again. Sigh. The day was like a bullet train. It goes by so fast. I was touched because they all hugged me and wish us all the best. Thanked us for the memories and told us to study hard and come back. Do not ever forget coming back, keep a level head, stay grounded and always keep in mind that we must continue our studies because someday it will be our most precious "weapon" in the future battle of our lives. (I hope I'm making sense here.)  After our shift they showered us water like a blessing because finally we graduated. It brings tears to my eyes fortunately the water covered up the stream of tears dropping from my eyes. Life is continually amazing, let's go FIGHTING!


ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS


I would be very thoughtless if I did not thank everyone who helped and supported me for all the trials and challenges that came to my life as a practitioner.


My Father who have been there since the day I've decided to go and submit a resume to Max's Restaurant. Thank you for all the encouragements and advices. Thank you so much for the allowances. 


My friends who also been there to be with me. Only few people are lucky enough to be with their BFF through good and bad times and I'm one of the luckiest person in the world.


Thank You so much to  my mentor, the queen of the Max's Restaurant-Trinoma  Bar, Sir Bien. He who have been patient and kind for teaching me and guiding me around the Bar. Thank you for being our mother. Thank you for all the advises and all the lessons you taught to us that we will never learn in school. Thank you for being the main reason why we enjoyed staying and working at Max's Restaurant-Trinoma. Thank you for making us a better person.


Most of all, I will never ever never forget to thank you God, for giving us the strength, the courage and all the skills me need. Thank you for showering us blessings and thank you because you've helped us pass these challenges.