Park Yong Ha, RIP.

If you hide your pain inside you'll end up thinking about suicide. So never ever think of not crying. May you rest in peace, Park Yong Ha.

 screencap from 2ne1Bom's You and I MV

men with white roses~

Erikah's Family. The reason why I decided to post THIS pictures was because the idea is just so OSM and so cool! Boys and Gentlemen in their family whilst biting  white roses and posing in front of the cam is just... GORGEOUS! Plus the gorgeous lady in the middle... awww! romantic isn't it? I  love the bond existing in their family. Pure love <3





You look so friggin cute especially when you and your cousins are biting those white roses. awww. ;)

get over it

I'm pissed off. You care about your boyfriend so much you don't know how to comfort your BESTFRIEND. This feeling disgusts me so much. But hey, I'm the loser here so I don't care.

probably the best moment and the highlight of the night.

photo by: ynah pamplona
edited by: me, myself and I :) courtesy of picnik.com

hello old photos~

I'm feeling nostalgic tonight because of my old pictures together with my bffs! Well, not that old because for me, i do not think I changed a lot like them. No, I don't think so. Really. Errr. Anyway, just wanna share this! This photos are from my old friendsters' and my multiply. ( I miss my multiply. It was my friend way back 2008 =< )

Oh, I just found out that my pictures look small whenever I post it. CLICK IT to enlarge. PLEASE. XD

I know I've been very much unfair lately. I know you're not liking my attitude. I'm always mad and what you said  was true, I'm not the old me anymore. I'm not saying sorry? I always make face? I'm not the friend you USED to know? You know what? Bob Ong was right when he said that you only think that they changed because they are not acting the way YOU want them to act when you're around. Sorry, I can't say this straight on your face or should I say, I can't say this to YOU personally. Because I am not that good explaining myself in person. I have a very slow brain. And I'm not a good talker. But before you say anything WOULD YOU PLEASE LOOK AT YOURSELF FIRST? I am not the only one who changed. I AM NOT THE BAD GIRL. But if you think I am then fine! Go enjoy yourself with your boyfriend! Go bitching around I wont mind. I don't care. I don't care at all. Sometimes, I find myself asking, Should I go and find other set of friends who will understand me and blah blah blah? Then I will answer myself, NO YOU CANT. because you are stuck now. You just have to embrace the fact that they are the only one who can be with you.

Psh. How can you be with someone who's more concern on her boyfriend than her own 3 years bestfriend?

I just can't understand our relationship right now.

PS. This is just a thought. Don't take this seriously though.

Cigarettes. NO.

I seriously don't like people who smokes. IT KILLS. you're only begging for death to come early. So please. STOP before it's tooooo late.

meeting YG Family is like heaven~

Are you an obsessed YG FAMILY supporter? I AM! And I am abso-fcking-lutely envy this guy for meeting my idols!
You can watch his video and if you're really a fan, you will enjoy his story!



what a lucky guy! >< I am so jealous! Meeting Taeyang and my G DRAGON?!?!?! Oh geez!

He has nice blog too so if you're interested, have time reading http://www.whataboutadam.net/

FIGHTING!!!

hello school~

I'm back to school tomorrow! I'm not that excited because I am still stuck, missing Max's Restaurant, Trinoma. :( but well anyway, moving on, I haven't check my schedule for tomorrow, i might check it later before I go to sleep though.

I haven't eaten rice since yesterday so I feel sick awhile ago. Ugh~ No rice diet is impossible. T_T

Diet always starts tomorrow, I can do it! No more negativity~ Fighting Yayaya! :)

steal another glance~

I'm listening to Luther Vandross' "Dance with my Father" and images of my mother suddenly flashes on my mind. I miss my Mother. I hope she's fine. I pray to God that He will guide her.

any idea?

Four days to go and still I don't have any symbolic gift yet. Huhuhu. And I don't have any secrets to share for 18 balloons. Ohhhh~ Gulay! I'm dead. Seriously.

how do you say Goodbye?

I don't want to say goodbye, but it's my end of contract tomorrow... my bar oh my bar! T_T someone must take a good care of my beloved bar,  my home sweet home in Max's Trinoma. And he/she/they must be so patient and kind to our head, Sir Bien :(((((((((

But as what Jake Sully said from Avatar, "Sooner or later though, you always have to wake up"
I have to face the reality that this bittersweet memories will stay as memories because I have school and I need to study. We always have to leave our comfort zone in order to explore another. Life must go on.

I can't really understand what to feel right now. Mixed emotions kumbaga. It's hard to go. It's hard to leave. I'm afraid that next month or two, people at the Restaurant might forget me... or maybe they are not the same person I used to know...

I have only few hours left, it's Graduation time.

Goodbye my crushes, goodbye my friends, goodbye my inspirations, goodbye my kuyas and ates.

Goodbye, my home sweet home, Max's Restaurant, Trinoma.

too good to be true~

 screencap from Kimi ni Todoke by DONTSTAREATMESWEETIE

You know he really likes you when he looks at you that special way, says you are too good to be true, & asks you why you like him. <33

you like love stories?

Yesterday, I went to Erikah's house to play(LOL) and she recommended 'him' to me. We watch his love stories on video and now, I'm hooked!

Personally, I can relate on this story.



You can watch more of his videos [here.] and his fanpage on facebook [here.]

Panuorin mo. Pramis. Ang cute! ENJOOOY! :)

a present; i need a wonderful gift!

Uhm, yeah. I really really need to find a perfect gift for her! I'm not sure if she can forgive me after her party so I really want to give her something really special, something that can touch her heart, something that she will appreaciate... *pouts* if i can only compose a song for her and play it on piano just like what Goo Hye Sun did for her friend [watch here.] i will do it! I only have one week to think about any nice and really unique gift for her.. I am really desperate.

I miss my ohdara family and my appler family.( You guys know who you are.) Sana maulit to.

Unnies, I've been thinking about you lately. ;)

Don’t love the one who is beautiful for the world, but love the one who makes your world beautiful.

make a wish~

photo by: dontstareatmesweetie

A boy sees a shooting star in the sky.

B: Please, let her be happy for the rest of her life. 

STAR: give me a good reason why I should grant your wish. 

B: I LOVE HER. 

STAR: why don’t you just wish for her to love you back? 

B: coz I don’t want to receive her love, from a... wish. 

Fixing! Fixing!

I am having a hard time trying to fix this blog. I uploaded another new template thats why all of my 'abubot' was gone. :( That is what I hate about myself. I've never been satisfied. Goodmorning~

I love babies

especially the cute ones. err. erase that. all babies are cute right?

right now, i'm loving ate michelle's baby miyuki <3

she's a gorgeous blessing right? come to titaaaaaa

awww babies makes my heart melt. for real.

i can feel the rain

Say Hello! to oh-so-comfort season! :) I loveeeeeet!

raining season is realllly romantic <3